ex·pec·ta·tion
[ek-spek-tey-shuh
n]
noun
1. the act or the state of expecting: to wait in expectation.
2. the act or state of looking forward or anticipating.
3. something expected; a thing looked forward to.
4. Often, expectations. a prospect of future good or profit: to have great expectations.
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| Yeah, this is what I'm feeling right now. |
Expecting something. Someone.
Sometimes I wonder where did I go wrong when everything falls apart. Losing a fried, a lover, and whatever in between that. Everything going out so well, and I'm dishing out all of my efforts to make those things work, and then..... BOOM! Everything falls apart, bringing my heart with it.
Maybe I never should have exerted effort at all? To save myself from all this misery?
My point is that all I need is just a little warm feeling, a recognition. A step forward from where we are now. But what happened? All this indifference nonsense just makes my heart ache.
Yes, maybe its true. I should lower my expectations. Just ride on til we get there, or anywhere. Right. All I have to do is never to expect.
OA much lang. :D
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